Hmm..

;D

The 2 main modules exam is over!

lolx~

yet now I'm ill..

caught a cold, i think..too busy packing my stuffs..

going to leave New Hall soon..although I don't really like my room..cause I don't have good scenery outside my window..but I have stayed here for almost 9 months..It's quite emotional to leave here..=(

what to do?? life moves on~

A bit emo today..

I have thought of lots of things..

First, I have finished the 2 important papers..I SHOULD relax but i have to start packing..

moving to DRA..Now i know..moving is a very very very stressful thing to do..

I just have to move the stuffs in my room to another place which is less than 15 min distance away yet I'm complaining here and there..I can't really imagine how I'm going to move from one house in the city to another city..

It's must be as same as killing me..=X

Secondly,

think of leaving..My foundation is going to come to an End...

Graduation soon..the 10th of June..

hmm...is it fast? or slow?

9 months time..

Most people think time is flying..but somehow I think, not that time flies but we are just too busy with our life.. within three months, you can say it's short, but lots of things could happen without u realising...

within a few second or minutes..something unexpected might just occur..

It's frightening..I know..

I understand IT...

[I just left Malaysia for 2 months..I went back before CNY.. everything seem so well, despite the fact that uncle was diagnosed with lymphoma..I came back to St Andrews..He was quite positive, went through chemotherapy..1st injection, 2nd injection..have showed improvement..I was thinking ,"He is going to be fine..when I finished the course I'm going to see him well.."whenever I finished talking with aunty in the phone.. At the 3rd treatment, something went wrong perhaps..He got fever..on-going..He was infected with virus(I think)..The doctor could not do anything...but just THAT..Sadly, the worst thing happened~(I believed u will understand without me saying IT)...like that..Life's so fragile..]

That's it..In fact, I might have not accept the truth, I think.. It has been a month..31 days+

I still can feel the emotion as if I knew the news an hour ago..haix~

I think I have been living in the Neverland for 9 months.. 

My Never Never Land..

I was protected (sort of)..no hurts nor harms..

It's like a dream..

The only thing I have to do is STUDYING..

People said: "going abroad will let you learn to be mature and independent.."

It may be opposite for me..cause in St Andrews..I just need to study,taking care of myself..no more..

no workload..no financial issue,family issue, relationship issue..

the way I get all the news is just through skype, MSN or phone..

They are all REAL news..the TRUTH..but they just seem so vague.. 

as if as...just my nightmare..

I know it's is so wrong to have these thoughts..but frankly..

that was what on my mind.. 

I'm going back..I'm leaving my Neverland and back to the reality...

I have to face THEM..

and I'm going to accept it..Am I? I wonder...

Maybe..Perhaps I could..I don't know..

There are still some happiness going on...

•  Birth..

It sounded so nice.. but..it maybe the beginning of another problems..

"I'm sorry, di~ you still don't understand.." 

Like the Chinese saying  goes,"One problem haven't solve another comes"

一波未平，一波又起 

How should I face it?

I can't think that nothing happens, isn't it?

............(silence) 

Another full of emotional article again..

I'm so sorry..I just express my feeling..

To be honest, this academic year..I learned a lots..lots more realities..

whether in my Neverland or my Reality world..

I learned from both..

(sigh~) 

Truth is harsh..

I have to face it..just let me get over with the ELT exam and oral presentation to medical schoold..hopefully everything goes well..let me enjoy my last 2 weeks in my Neverland..

Then I will go back my Reality world to face THEM..

I will accept IT; solve IT; make IT better; put a stop to IT..

(4 different things)  

By the way..

I will in Gleneagles (GMC) again..for a month..(voluntary for experience xd) 

and

I want to cook for some of my dearest friends in my home ;D

(Don't be surprise if I invited some of you come to my house for sleep-over!lolx)

See you all soon..=D

lovesssss ya~