Gosh...

;( 

It's almost time to leave my sweet home..again~

time flies...no one would miss this...no one could stop it..

what will be will be..=D

so I will just move on with my life no matter what I face...

this is part of my life..my challenge...

There would not be a life without challenge...we face challenges since birth...

just like learning to breath, to speak, to crawl, to climb, to walk...etc..

We learn from the challenges we faced!

Oh yes! From now on, I have to be brave whenever I face any challenge(s)~

no more crying, no more blaming...

this is life..My LIFE!

Leaving here would also be the challenges for me...

For me to get out what I have here...the warmness, the heat, the family, the love, the friends, the food, the stuffs...and more~

However, there is always one thing for me to remember all of those - My Memories & Dream...

Quote from 'Mister Pip' by Lloyd Jones, "Dreams are private..."

I love that sentence. No one would know others' dream, ever though sometimes we spoke of our dreams but no one will really know the feeling of your dreams...Dreams belongs to you, and only you...;)

Although it's sad to leave home but I believe it's a journey which everyone would go through...

one day, you would have to leave the place you grew up...

You have to go out, to the real world find for your own world..

your career, your family & eventually your life!

*sigh*

I think I will just say so...when I'm leaving, I'll definitely be sad~ =(

how am I going to leave the place which made up most of my memories...

I really afraid that my world would not belong to here...I mean Malaysia..

From now, I am will only be staying in Malaysia for 3 months a year, almost 9 months in UK~

whenever I am going to UK, I said "I am going back" instead of "I'm leaving..."

An uncle reminded me yesterday, (not in a straight way)...but I know my mistake...

I am leaving Malaysia, not going back there...

Yet, I really afraid that one day THERE will become my world~

will I belong there? I afraid not cause HERE is my home...

sometimes ...just sometimes, there will seem like a better place for me...

But I know, I can't just leave HERE, where I belong to~ 

Maybe it's still too far, maybe I am worrying too much...but...

I scare that I will have to face IT one day...

That ONE day...

*sigh*

Alright! I'm going to stop thinking...Then continue the list of stuffs I need to do for my summer holidays...the last 3 weeks or less..;(

kar yao for me!