Welcome to REALITY

"Welcome to the REALITY",

I told myself..

"This is the REAL world where I'm now..A world full of snobbishness.."

"This is the place where I was born and live for almost 20 years~ " 

I'm sad and furious..yet what can I do?
sometimes I feel like shouting out in the face of  thosepeople or tear away their masks...
but there is no use..

because that is the truth..that is how people survive..
you live when u have power and money, you die when u are powerless and poor~
That is the way our world is...since ancient time till now and forever..

People will only see the cover,the most outer layer and only the appearance.
No more good personalities, good values or behaviours..no one care about one's inner world..no heart or innermost being~
that is gone in this generation of human beings~




How could I survive...I might be mad one day, or I will follow that path..
I don't know..this is out of my control..this is the majority in which I'm tiny and powerless...




This is what I see when I am working in this society..
Working alone in a big place, without my parents beside me...

There is always a hierarchy in our society~


Like what we learned in school, "大鱼吃小鱼，小鱼吃虾米"
the person who sit in the lowest level will the one who work the hardest yet earn the least~
such a shame..embarrassment & disappointment..




I will be more careful when meeting people..no matter who..
will that make me always in doubt? I hope not..
I must be aware..aware of the unfaithfulness, the untruth and the exploitation..
I must know the heart, but the HEART is so difficult to discover..

Most people are wearing a mask..maybe not just one, but more..
how could I unravel the disguise?
Can it be unravel? or..it is already became the part of the truth?
Oh Gosh~!


Now I realised..


The WORLD is a DANGER place..
Home is the safest place on EARTH?  not always......




*Sigh.....
Who can give me an answer?